07.01.25 today i dreamed about walking in the forest near a house i used to live in, i met my cat and i was so confused as to why she's there, since she died more than half a year ago. i wasn't complaining, it was nice to finally see her again.
i dream of eric all the time, i miss him. if only he knew how missed he is, my sweet boy. he is free of our sick worlds harm, and one day we will meet.
what were you thinking that day? why? if only you were here to answer me. i'm sorry you felt that way.
sometimes i wish i was the only person who knew about him, so no one else could have him in a way.